Understandable Despondency

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I think all of us at times go through lulls, feeling despondent and even depressed with all of this darkness. Why would we not? How could we not? After all we are looking a 99% of dark depressive news and material most of the time. At times we think to ourselves, Is there ever going to be some good news? Even when we do see some light, a dash of hope, it soon gets quashed by the darkness.

So please don’t feel alone, strange or isolated when you feel everyone around you (the sheople) are just having fun and you seem to be in this dark vacuum and not wanting to mix alongside these blue pills. You are not really alone, there are hundreds of thousands of us feeling this isolation, maybe even millions of us. It is tough being and thinking so differently. Having completely different priorities in life other than just having selfish fun. It’s almost surreal caring about what is happening to this world, when almost everyone around you doesn’t.

The purpose of highlighting these areas, even though they are negative, is to seep ourselves in the realities of what we have to face on a day to day level being awake. It is important to objectively face this reality. Like a doctor needs to evaluate the condition of a diseased patient, like a surveyor needs to assess the deterioration of a neglected property and like a car mechanic needs to inspect a corroding dilapidated vehicle. This has to be done before any improvement, renovation and repairs can be made. This is realism, it is an honest appraisal and it is actually positive in the long run.

But also this will allow many of us to have an understanding why we naturally would feel very downbeat to say the least from time to time.

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10 areas of this agenda which at times can make us quite despondent 

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1/. Viewing the hard kill

Just look at the material we have to view on our computer screens, and even in the main stream media. The maiming of sweet children, the innocents, the gory blood-stained clothing, the wailing of those who have lost loved ones, the fear, the tears. These never-ending wars, with the intensity of suffering of others – others out there. Our brothers and sisters. Such injustice to humankind.

Its bad enough just observing this as a blue pill, but tenfold as bad for those of us in the know. When we know this is all a deliberate destruction by International Jewry, by the dark force. We know these people are innocent and we feel so impotent to help them, amongst this web of deceit and mind control. These poor poor people – so much pain, so much unnecessary endless suffering. And deep in our hearts, we know this is on the menu for us at some point down the line.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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2/. Viewing the soft kill

And if the hard kill destruction wasn’t heavy enough a subject to deal with. We have an equally destructive attack in our own lives – soft kill of the goyim. Behind the facade of fun in the sun, the ice creams, the cinema, the music festivals; we are being slowly systematically murdered. There isn’t really another way of saying this. Perhaps eugenics, depopulation, but its gentle murder all the same. How many of us now know people, or have known people who have died of cancer, or other deadly diseases? Loved ones perished in this soft kill. It’s become the new norm. In fact it’s almost a bonus now to be half healthy. We are being poisoned in every conceivable way. And this is just packaged as modern living. And again we feel so impotent to stop it.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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3/. Sheople around us

Then we try to warn our fellow humankind; and what do they do? – CHOOSE to go into denial mode. Deny the blatant agenda, deny the organised corruption, deny that the people who are supposed to be looking after us have an intent to harm us. Willful ignorance and child-like naive trust in Big Brother. Big brother says everything is ok, so everything must be ok. We have to go about our lives mixing with these idiots. Listening to their insane selfish conversations. Listening to them laughing and giggling away in bars, restaurants and cafes over trivia, whilst the world around them is being destroyed.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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4/. Blue pill loved ones

And what is especially hurtful is to see our loved ones accepting this agenda. Accepting their subservience, accepting the kosher narrative from their gogglebox (TV) in the corner of their living rooms. Trusting their newspapers and repeating this garbage as if it’s their own thoughts. Likewise with their academia (indoctrination) that they have been fed. And to think they have to pay for this mind control. Our spouses/partners, our siblings, our children, our parents, our closest family members; watching all of them suffering, yet pretending to themselves they are not suffering and somehow things will just work out in the end. All of them ignoring or mocking our silly little conspiracy theories.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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5/. Demonization from the media

We have to put up with the JMSM mocking those of us who are awake. They’re crafty bastards because they don’t do it in an obvious way so that the blue pills will notice. It’s always covert. Through comedies and so-called documentaries. They are laughing at us. They are effectively saying “We know you know that we know you know – and we don’t care – ha ha ha.” They taunt us with indirect labels as terrorists, that we’re insane, that we’re ignorant, or even that we’re gullible conspiracy theorists. And that we insult the victims of these atrocities (which are really hoaxes). Such friggin hubris.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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6/. Legal threats

And for those of us who dare to stand up to the beast; we get threatened. We get penalized through fines, penalties, curfews, threats of incarceration, threats of being homeless, threats of losing our slave positions. Intimidation of freedoms and privacy. Watched, spied on, monitored, regulated, controlled. Big brother will just not put up with any awkward slaves. How dare we contest their narrative of events. How dare we challenge the system. How dare we demand freedom. How dare we protest their plans to destroy us.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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7/. Truther apathy

For those of us who are trying to do our bit; it sometimes feels we are the only ones who care – I mean really care. Yea sure we know people around us who are awake and sympathize with us and share all the links. But when it comes to doing something, on a regular basis, we feel so alone. This can be soul destroying; draining. As if we haven’t got enough to deal with, without having to constantly motivate others to try to prevent their own destruction.

But behind all their emotive rhetoric and well-meaning sound-bites, there doesn’t seem to be any drive in them. Like they don’t give f**k about their future. They’ld rather just have fun and enjoy their selfish sense gratifications.

They cannot really care, otherwise they would override their apathy and fear and just do. They would automatically just get on with fighting in this war. Nobody is asking them to do anything outstanding or dramatic, just lots of little on a regular basis. Regular leafleting, design and produce posters, create their own fliers, burn DVDs, attend demos to propagate real Truth, etc. There are a thousand things one can do. But in most cases it’s just moan, moan, moan and whizzing across scary links and lots of rhetoric on what they intend to do and what we should do.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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8/. Half-Truthers and shills

Then when we attend meet ups and demos we have to contend with the half-Truthers. The trusting long-term troofers who refuse to go beyond what their guru David Icke says. They express how irritated they get with the sheople around them for not waking up, but are equally dismissive when it comes to any information beyond the controlled opposition they loyally cling to. It’s insane. Yet more mind control.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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9/. Depravity and destruction

As with both hard kill and soft kill, we have to observe the carnage in this world. However this particular area specifically focuses on the immorality and depravation we can now see in our society. The sexualization of our youth and even children. The filth which is now sneaking into the main stream media. The normalization of sexual trends away from nature. The zombie themes, the degrading of the human body, the trivialization of traditional values and culture. The MTV talk and culture seeping into our very lives. All this social engineering through predictive programming. Destruction of goodness, values, ethics, morals and a promotion of satanic/demonic driven cultures.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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10/. In-betweeners 

To me this is one of my most disheartening and frustrating areas of all. That the people in society who are supposed to be directly looking after us, who are being paid to protect us, are the actual ones who are enslaving and oppressing us on behalf of these criminals. Sheep controlling the sheep.

These in-betweeners: the police, the army, the council officials, the debt collectors, the traffic wardens, the plastic police (Community Support Officers), the social services. All mind-controlled sellouts. Double traitors in costumes. Every one of them have sold their souls to the dark side. They are our own stock, born and bread with us and living amongst us; yet have chosen mammon above ethics and common sense. Shame on you, you traitors.

And we’re not supposed to get down about this(?)

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Conclusion

So for those of us who have chosen the red pill, these are the realities we are having to face on a daily basis. So please don’t beat yourself up if you are getting down about all of this. It’s all very well saying “Be positive” and having a stiff upper lip. But at some point we have to acknowledge that it is perfectly normal and natural to feel depressed by this harsh brutal reality. These ugly Truths and insanity are cumulatively going to bring us down from time to time.

You are not going mad – it’s just the madness around you.

However, we really have to try hard and not succumb to the darkness. Otherwise it’s killed us even before our deaths. We must not let this beast destroy our souls, our very spirit. This is ultimately what this war is about. An energy war attacking our very essence – our souls.

Try every trick in the book to defend yourself from potential depression and pessimism. Take weeks off at a time if necessary, treat yourself to a weekend break, have the occasional massage, eat well, try to have some fun, do some exercises – especially a walk in nature, regular meditation and prayer. Confine in others who are awake. But most of all, try and connect up to a spiritual position. Tap into your inner strength within.

It is crucial that we try and not wash our sorrows and depression in additions of any form ……alcohol, weed, porn, gambling, junk food, etc. All of these will induce depression and make any depression worse. It will pertain to the darkness – remember this is all about energy in an energy war. Time to clean up and pure up.

One of the best ways of tackling despondency and potential defeatism is by taking action. Physically doing something in some small way to try to combat this beast; especially with others on a regular basis is an enormous antidote to any depression and feeling of lack of hope. It is very motivational and always gives you the knowledge that whatever happens – you know in your heart you did your bit.

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Summary

1/. Viewing the hard kill

2/. Viewing the soft kill

3/. Sheople around us

4/. Blue pill loved ones

5/. Demonization from the media

6/. Legal threats

7/. Truther apathy

8/. Half-Truthers and shills

9/. Depravity and destruction

10/. In-betweeners

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16 Comments

  1. Jerry

     /  August 28, 2013

    I was in line at the DMV couple years ago and ran into a guy who used to be a prison guard in Fla. It was real interesting hearing about how good the prisoners had it and how prison guards single-handedly make our world safe for democracy, water slides, county fairs and midnight strolls along our pristine river banks.

    Amazing how the Jews can pump these sheep so full of BS that they actually believe it.

    How can you not be despondent when these well-paid government “employees” with so much to gain by regurgitating the party line cannot afford to allow even a hint at discussing the real problems we face.

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  2. Jerry

     /  August 28, 2013

    They didn’t sell their souls to Mammon, they just took a job. Just like a grunt in Iraq/Afghanistan/Libya/Africom, Vietnam, Korea, or like my father-in-law who served in WWII in the “Asian Theater”.

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    • THEY’VE SOLD THEIR SOULS TO MAMMON – NO DEBATE!!

      Can you not see the difference between WW11 times when there was hardly any alternative news and now when everyone has access to alternative news if they CHOOSE to??

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  3. I had an extraordinary conversation with an 80 year old man I have known for a long time socially. He happened to remark on how sad it was to see the mess Syria was in, and I took the opportunity to comment ‘you do realise the whole of north africa is in the middle of genocidal attacks by jew-controlled US and britain’ he said ‘oh yes – but you can’t do anything about it’.

    So I quickly went into the last few wars and asked if he knew they were funded by jewish interests to set up more wars in the future to destroy all goyim – again, same answer ‘ oh yes – but you can’t do anything about it’. He absolutely agreed with everything – but had no answers or intentions – just acceptance of that’s how it is. He did say how his mother always hated jews vehemently.

    People of that age have seen all the destruction of the past – and even with all that knowledge – they are unbelievably brainwashed and conditioned. I just don’t get it any more.

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    • Incredible. And so sad. Half the problem is the gogglebox and all the chemicals they’ve induced over the years from the doctors, frankenfoods and industrial waste.

      The Jews poisoned the wells years ago, and they are still poisoning us.

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  4. Mo Raf

     /  August 29, 2013

    Forewarned is fore armed. Those who refuse to look and those who look but refuse to take evasive and protective action will all end up croppers. A review of history shows that the lemmings always get rounded up and herded off whilst an informed minority make their daring escapes to higher ground.

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    • Thanks Mo. Somehow I think this time it’s going to be an all-or-nothing fight to the last, with no individuals escaping.

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  5. Nada

     /  August 29, 2013

    Most “magicians” throughout history have been jews.
    Brainwashing used to be called “possession” …which is still more accurate.
    Music has played an ENORMOUS part in the plan…national “anthems”, military
    service songs and just the everyday muzak that is piped EVERYWHERE.
    Siren songs, music to soothe the savage breast, a spell on you…ad infinitum.
    Especially for the young.
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Golem

    In practice….
    Gene Simmons (Chaim Witz) Israeli agent..
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gene_Simmons

    Cheering on the weak-minded goy….

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  6. Hey Digger, The folk of old were more aware and informed of the jews ways before Hollywood & the idiot box came along. The folk nowadays have the internet,which is not so personal as a face to face with your neighbor.but let’s face it our neighbor today is probably a 1st generation American and there more than likely there would be a language malfunction.But this too is by design.

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    • Welcome to DFT Kerryo,

      Yes, unfortunately this is true; you make some good points

      Thank you for contributing

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  7. Once again, you have eloquently read my mind.

    This is precisely how I’ve felt for months now, but could never quite articulate my feelings.

    After seven years screaming the truth, the darkness around me was consuming my very soul and I was forced to retreat from it all.

    I’m attempting to make a slow comeback checking myself as I go, so that I don’t absorb too much negative information at a time.

    All of us in this fight eventually discover that we will have to practice temperance just to maintain a measure of sanity.

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    • Exactly WW,

      The darkness gets to us, none of us are immune; because none of us have training or qualifications in how to deal with the Jewish NWO. We have all just stumbled across this beast, with all our issues, conditioning and programming. So it’s like we’re trying to grapple with three major issues:
      (i) Trying to just survive in a harsh environment.
      (ii) Trying to wrap our head around the anonymity of this matrix/agenda and all what it entails.
      (iii) Trying to deal with the shear ugliness and heaviness – the darkness of this material

      So none of us should beat ourselves up if this stuff gets to us. We are dealing after all with an Energy Beast.
      https://diggerfortruth.wordpress.com/2013/08/30/the-energy-beast/

      You put it so aptly WW ‘practice temperance’. That is why the spiritual disciplines have always warned us we must focus on the light, and practice controlling the senses and try hard not to get drawn into addictions and endless sense gratifications. These just suck us into the darkness. Only now is it really making sense to us. I feel this is our real waking up stage.

      Thank you again for the fine contribution.

      Now get back to work – we need you – the Truth needs you! 😉

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  8. Conspiracy theory is mentioned more than once in the 10 points.

    Ask yourself what the phrase means. Originally. the term was invented by the CIA to marginalize anyone who opposed the Vietnam War.

    It is now used against anyone who challenges official accounts of events like 911, 7/7, Madrid, Bali, Boston, Woolwich et al.

    To my mind, the term is one favoured not just by the dark forces who want to steamroll anyone in their way. It is now the favoured term of the masses of sheeple who are too intellectually feckless to grasp the real nature of the world around them. They are too infantilized to challenge official definitions of reality.

    Were we to spend any time with such benighted people we would probably find ourselves getting despondent and depressed. Which sentient human being wouldn’t?

    My advice would be to see any knowledge we have discovered for ourselves and which we can fit into an intellectually consistent logical framework as powerfully enabling. Why worry about the mass of cretins out there who are bereft of any sense of the sublime?

    If conspiracy theory cuts you off from the mass of humanity, then so be it.

    The rest of humanity sucks anyway. Believe me. I’m human too….

    If the sheeple can’t work out that the man and the dog are working together, then there are a million other important things to do in life than help them gain insight.

    While the truth is still out there, we can still discover it and that’s empowering and inspiration enough for me. I’ll be studying “conspiracy theory” or whatever else they want to call the real world until I drop.

    And probably in the life beyond as well. As long as God doesn’t turn out to be Cass Sunstein!

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    • Welcome to DFT Guy,

      Something tells me you may have missed the point in this essay??

      I wrote “conspiracy theories” in order to highlight the blue pill’s view of the Truth.

      I also disagree in the theme of just Truth-seeking, we should be putting all our energy and time and resources now into Truth-TELLING now. I see it as our responsibility…..no matter how tough a job it is, we have to get enough of us on board with reality. Numbers crunching.

      The point in this essay was simply to express to many people who are feeling the strain being in a world where 99% of people don’t really care what is happening in their world.

      Thank you anyway for contributing

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