I’m useless at retaining facts
well data really
just not my forte
what temperature does steel melt at, in relevance to 9/11?
haven’t got a clue
and don’t particular care
what year did the Russian Revolution end?
what were the finite details of Sandy Hook?
denno – clueless
and it’s no real interest to me either
how exactly does the Federal Reserve function?
and I don’t really care
perhaps I should
perhaps it is much more important than I think
perhaps all this detail, this data collection is important
but I just don’t resonate to this information
even when I do; the facts are gone within hours
just can’t seem to retain this type of knowledge
and these days it doesn’t bother me
because I don’t see myself as a Truther
in fact I don’t think I ever was
not in the conventional sense
always hanging around on the outside
picking up bits n pieces here n there
kind of getting the overall picture
like a child listening to adult talk
knowing the flavor of what they’re talking about
but not really with it – not fully tuned in
sort of in a world of my own
almost as if I couldn’t see the point
as there was always something more important
much more important to focus on
not a Truther
no that wasn’t me
not in the Truth movement
who was I kidding
I’m much greedier than that
I always wanted more
I want the real whys, what’s and hows?
why – are we here?
what – is the purpose in our existence?
what – is it all about?
what – is this thing we call reality?
how – do we get out of this mess?
that’s what I want
so not really the Truther
not the Truth movement
I want to be part of the Absolute Truth Movement
“It matters not about belonging to the Truth movement – or any movement. The only thing that matters at this stage, is that enough of us fully embrace consciousness – the Absolute Truth.”